Beautiful Disaster.

YWednesday, July 27, 2005
I will let go...
I'm NOT gona hope for something this uncertain.
We are not fated.
Accepting it and finally moving on..

**I changed my mind cuz i read her blog..
He loves her and who noes?
He might've made his mind up on marrying her..(DuH)
I'm just oblivious to such fact and her blog made me realise..

I'm letting go...
I've let go.
I don't deserve to be treated in such a way..
Coz as I've learnt..If a guy really loves me...he wont wana hurt me..
he'd make sure that I'm happy and loved..

I will remain single..happy..and looking.. *smiles*

(tis actually makes me feel soo darn good..)
_callous_ was here with you at 10:44 PM .

Emylin
The Ride

this life is all about loving and losing. sacrificing and hurting.
being dissappointed in just about anything including urself.

this is life in my eyes.

- an unbearable excruciating painful hurt and experience that kills.
life in living is like death in dying.
where u live with a purpose and u die with a cause
all of which reasons hurt
and none of which will give u the happiness that u deserve.

yes i am fickle and yes i am a hardcore depressed chic.
but no.im no bimbo cuz i apparently make use of my brain cells 3/4 of my waking hour.
dun mess with me.